tOday ;
english paper 1 and sOcial studies paper .
i FLUNK my papers liaOs .
dOn`t have the mOOd tO care arhs .
hOpless right nOw .
went 505 der KFC with CHOW NU REN after exam .
ate shrOOms burger meal and alsO cheese fries =) .
it`s *YUMMY !*
while eating ;
we have Our Own persOnal cOnversatiOn .
and Our Own LAME jOkes .
lOLs XD -
but it`s nice and fun .
we were alsO mixing fOOd + drinks + sauces tOgether lOrhs .
we find it fun lOrhs .
*WE`RE WIRED !*
WARHHAAS -
were having thOught`s On SOMEONE`s blOg .
hmm ;
yup i AGREE !
HE/SHE`s pretty KPO lOrhs .
after that ;
we went hOme .
met up again arOund 3 sOmthing .
went tO JE .
shOpping + studying .
shOpping mOre Of cause =X .
saw Gabriel and HER .
tO us ;
SHE`S pretty xiaO qi yea ?
HER real attitude dOn`t lOOk like the real her at all .
tOtally twO different persOn can .
but dOn`t understand HER well ;
sO can`t anyhOw assume alsO larhs .
fOllOwed by JunLiang and ArrOn .
scOlded JunLiang larhs .
as he was tOO irritating can .
keep making my hair !
IDOITIC can !
then alsO Lydia .
she was studying .
sO guai yarhs =) .
and me and CHOW NU REN arhs ;
hmm ;
haft studying haft jOking ?
but that`s fun can .
at least we learnt sOmething .
haft way thrOugh ;
i went Out tO buy sOme cheese hOtdOgs back .
and we were eating happily nehs .
then later jiu went Off lers .
was lOitering arOund JE larhs .
bOught alOt Of things .
went tO that indian shOp near the inter-change larhs .
me bOught green tea .
then later CHOW NU REN alsO want .
then she bOught can der ice apple tea larhs .
then pay liaOs ;
that indian man saw me hOlding my green tea ;
then he thOught i never pay sia .
then say me lOrhs .
WTF sia !
then i tell him i pay liaOs larhs .
then scOlded sOmethings =X .
WARHHAAS -
tOOk the same bus as CHOW NU REN ;
334 .
chatting lOudly On bus lOrhs .
then drOp dOwn at BLK 505 agains ;
tOOk 99 back tO market .
fOr awhile jiu went Off lers lOrhs .

i`m speechless can ?
i`ve nO cOmments .
nO chats ;
nO messages ;
nO talks ;
nO calls , nOthing .
then hOw yOu expect Our relatiOnship tO be as clOse after all this have gOne ?
hmm ;
yarhs i`m in fault .
i`m the One started tO be angry and all .
i`m alsO sad abOut it yOu knOw ?
but then is like ;
tO me larhs ;
whO cares ?
NO ONE !
(yarh yarh yarh ; yOu dO .)
that`s what yOu`ll say .
but nO i dOn`t think sO .
after yOu have HER ;
i`m like GONE ;
tOtally OUT OF YOUR LIFE .
dO yOu knOw i`m feeling sO ?
nO ;
yOu dOn`t .
and i alsO dOn`t want yOu tO care bOut it that`s why i didn`t tell yOu .
yarhs ;
i might be selfish Or what .
but maybe that`s me barhs .
i`m still me ; myself .
NEVER change .
i dOn`t think i`m the One CHANGED .
i`m sad when i read thOse .
and i even cry but nOt angry .
cause i think yOu still dOn`t get how i feeling .
sO ;
rather disappOinted One .
haish -
abOve are just all my pOint Of views .
dOn`t misunderstand Or whatever .
yOu`re still whO yOu are tO me .
it`ll NEVER change .
nO matter what larhs ;
nO matter hOw i feel Or whatever ;
yOu`re still what yOu`r .
dOn`t wOrry ;
i alsO wOn`t fOrget yOu ders .
i`ll try my best tO clOse up the relatiOnship Of me and yOu .
i`ll TRY barhs .
but i might fail tO dO sO sOmehOw .
sO if yOu try yOur best tOO .
it might be mircles ?
hhaas -
will see then .
i`m sOrry barhs .
i have my Own thinkings .
i`m sure yOu tOO have yOurs .
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