mOrning when i wOke up ;
was OH SHIT !
i`ve tO gO tO schOOl tOday sia .
and i fOrget it tOtally !
sO faster call MAOMAO CONG !
she tOld me it`s in the afternOOn .
then i relax abit .
hhaas =P -
but then still very wOrried lOrhs .
as i haven dOne any Of my cOurse wOrk sia .
then want tO chiOng fOr it larhs .
but then cOm was dOwn !
felt sO irritated sia .
then decided tO fOr get bOut it .
but then still feeling uneasy ,
sO decided tO call Yan fOr help larhs .
went tO her hOuse use cOm and then went tO schOOl tOgether .
reached schOOl ;
everyOne was already there .
sO faster went in .
me standing there dOn`t knOw what tO dO .
WANTED tO help !
but i just reached ,
sO i dOn`t knOw anything .
i asked !
nO One is willing tO tell me at all .
yOu tOO !
keep dOing what yOu knOw .
is like then what`s is the pOint Of me being there ?
wad fed-up and decided tO just stand there and stare .
but Yan keep helping marhs .
sO i alsO help lOrhs .
then make the dOugh things .
Me : cher like that already then hOw ?
CHER : yOu never take the hOngkOng flOur ?
Me : dOn`t knOw .
CHER : see larh yOu never take nOw finish already .
CHER : never mind , yOu`ll use plain flOur .
HER : jing , then what abOut this ? (she hOlding the hOngkOng flOur)
CHER : see larh ! this arh , sO blur One ! i have nOthing tO say ! (giving attitude)
Me : went Off thrOw the bOwl One the table and went tO sink and scOlded sOmething Out . (DAMM FARKING ANGRY !)
and i was banging things arOund and thrOwing the dOugh !
then i stOp everything .
then slOwly ;
cOnversatiOn starts again larhs .
then jiu haO lers .
make Sushi and PaO tOday nehs .
but the PaO was nOt nice at all .
*YUCKS*
the meat was spOiled Onces .
in the end ;
i thrOw it away .
the Sushi was NICE !
this is my secOnd time making it lOrhs .
it`s really nice and deliciOus sia .
ANYONE WHO LOVES SUSHI CAN COME TO ME ! lOLs XD -
after that ;
went hOme .
while walking ;
me and Sing was sharing and scOlding and "BOILING"
hhaas =D -
and we`ll be waiting fOr mOn .
WOOTS -
hey ;
are yOu One Of Our friend Or what ?
infrOnt Of yOu ;
yOu shOw us the wOrd FRIEND .
but whe yOu turn back again ;
it shOws us the wOrd STRANGER !
is like ;
dOn`t yOu think that yOu`re the One steping in and Out Of Our lifes ?
when yOu cOme clOse tO us ;
did we neglect yOu and turn yOu dOwn ?
NO ! we didn`t !
and when yOu jOin us Or whatever ;
did we reject yOu ?
NO !
and fOr nO reasOn ;
yOu can just walk Off thinking that we`re nOt there fOr yOu and everything .
dOn`t yOu think yOu`re tOO sensitive and childish ?
yOu lOOks matured ;
but yOu dOn`t shOw that yOu`re matured .
yes yOu dO help us when we need ;
i can admit .
but sOmetimes we never listen tO yOur advise as Our thinking might be different right ?
nOt every bOdy will think the same as yOu .
yOu must understand this .
yOu alway think that we peOple get intO yOur life and went Off again .
but have yOu ever think Of us ?
why are yOu always the One left Out ?
and why are we always tOgether thOugh we have sOme mis-understanding between each others .
and yet ;
yOu`re always the One being sO call "LEFT OUT" thOugh we seldOm quarral Or whatever ?
cause yOu`re always the One whO went in Our lifes and just walked Off when yOu think we`re nOt there fOr yOu .
that`s the reasOn .
yOu`re always thinking the negative part Of us .
is like ;
if yOu have ever treat us as friends ,
friends at least are there fOr yOu sOmehOw ,
then ,
i`m sure yOu wOn`t went Off yOurself lers .
yOu always thinks that yes yes yes ;
yOu`ve TRIED being Our friends ,
and yet we dOn`t appreaciate it .
we just walk in and Out Of yOur life as we like .
all this is just part Of what yOu think .
it`s nOt frOm Our mOuth persOnally .
sO yOu can`t assume things like this .
haish -
that`s all i can say .
One sentence fOr yOu .
IF WE NEVER MEANT TO STAY ; THEN WE WON`T STEP INTO YOUR LIFE IN THE FIRST PLACE .
take it Or left it , up tO yOu .
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PWIINCESS ` xiiao BAIICHII 
*HIM* 
