hmm ,
he came tO apOlOgise tO me .
anyway ;
knOw where is he standing right nOw .
sO i wOn`t fOrce him Or whatever .
it`s tOtally up tO yOu .
yOur chOice lers .
all i can say is be mOre fair .
see yOu tOmOrrOw !
yesterday ,
message yOu hOrs ,
expecting yOu tO talk mOre larhs .
but then never .
sO i stOp everything lOrhs .
cause i feel that i`m like disturbing yOu like that ,
sO i better stOp lOrhs .
tOday ,
dOn`t intend tO message yOu at all larhs .
dOn`t have the mOOd .
dOn`t have the heart .
yOu will never knOw !
nOt nOw ,
nOt even in future .
it`s a NEVER !
hhaas =) -
what am i trying tO say ?
hmm ,
fOrget it if yOu dOn`t get it .
hmm ,
waiting fOr wed nehs =) .
will be exciting One .
was DAMM surprise tO get WUGUI JIEJIE der answer sia .
i wad happy !
but then as a friend larhs =) .
tOday is a bOred One .
nOthing much happen .
yarhs ,
this girl tell me a stOry .
she was a simple and Ordinary girl .
her studies was bad .
it`s because Of her laziness .
but there`s nOthing she cOuld do tO help .
she knOws her mum hates her .
her mum Only dOtes On her brO .
there was this day ,
she was busy chatting with her friends On phOne .
and her mum called her tO dO sOme stuffs .
but she wants tO finish that call befOre she dO any Other things .
sO she hack care .
her mum fed-up and went tO her rOOm .
her mum threw her phOne On the flOOr and started slapping and hitting her .
she was real ANGRY !
she did nOt drOp a single tears infrOnt Of her mum .
but her heart inside her was cracking .
her mum just cOntinue .
her mum says that she`ve changed .
she have been nOt listening tO her ,
and is getting frOm bad tO wOrst .
she hack care .
she even talk back .
and anOther phOne rang .
her mum knO`s it must be her friend again .
sO her mum went to pick up .
and her mum ask that girl in the phOne nOt tO call again .
and scOlded her friend .
yet yOu knOw what her friend say ?
"nO we`re gOing Out tOgether tOday and we haven plan the time and place ."
her mum was furiOus .
and started slapping her cOntinues . (thinking that she have been lying tO her .)
right infrOnt ,
she swear tO gOd .
she says "i swear , i never lied !"
her mum dOn`t believe her at all .
and her mum says ,
i`m nOt gOing tO believe yOu again .
NEVER again .
she was sad Of cause .
but there was nO One she cOuld gO tO at that mOment .
sO she was alOne .
then she started shOuting what she`ve been thinking in her heart all the while tO her mum .
and yet her mum cOntinues tO think that she`s in fault .
sOOn ,
she tell herself ;
"WHEN YOU GOT ALL THE TRUTH , I`M ALREADY DEAD . I WON`T EXPECT YOU TO APOLOGISE . I WANT TO LET YOU REGRET FOR NOT TRUSTING YOUR OWN DAUGHTER ."
tis is the end Of the stOry .
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